ANNIHILATE ALL & BE STRONG! =)

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Its been fucking long since i last update my blog.
I am in school now and feel like blogging so i came to update my blog.
Recently sickness and diseases is spreading around.
Lots of people are getting sick.
I am infected with cough and fever,still haven recover. The cough is damn irritating,cough every few seconds,omg,like a dying patient.
School term is coming to an end! Next thursday is the last day of this semester,at last!

1st thing to talk about: Lina say she wil be my personal nurse! haha.tks! spongebob! ^^
Get well soon ah mildred! =]

2nd thing: Recently things have happen. I lost one of my brother. Maybe i should really consider staying in TWL. I dun wan to let down my tao eh. hais.hard to decide.

Maybe i should let nature takes its course?
He said to me, u go ur way,i walk mine. U dun cross my line,i wun cross urs.
I knw its not his fault,what i wanna say to him is 'sorry'. But i knw we wun be the same as before anymore.
Fight together,watch movie together,see girls together =x
ALL GONE~

hmm. but its my own decision to stay,to make a name out for myself.
I cherish all my frens and brothers out there.
Without you guys,life will be very terrible for me.
But i know its time for me to be independent.Really independent.

Lesson is going to end soon. Its so fucking boring today.
=/

You coloured my life @
12:40 AM
[c]d4rkang3l

Monday, May 21, 2007

Its been a long time since i pdate my blog,friendss has been asking me to update.
Buzy with lots of stuffs,schooling and making money.
Woke up late today and came to sch late and took my test late!
Went hm yesterday at 3am in the morning after going for a drink with ahyi,ah mun,andy and ah bui.
3 bottles of martell,enjoyed it!
Ah yi and ah mun treat.
Gosh,nearly fight with the guys working inside the pub.
Ah mun was like so hot and abit tipsy.
In the end,all cabbed home.

Today's test was like so fucked up,i know nth.
Its like i have not been progressing much in this sch.
Have i made the wrong choice in not going NS but coming to RP?
-.-
but decisions are made,so i have to take this path seriously,if not 3 years will be dwn the drain.
So many things have happen recently,it has been tough for me.
Friends is what i need most now.

Saw her* at far east on sat,she changed-
her new hairstyle,the way she talk to me,hmm,is it gd or bad?
but her hairstyle suits her.
so CUTE!~
=]

Saw weihong too,can i say lost brother?
we were so close in the past and now we seldom contact.
his sense of style is going well,up!
ahaha
congrats.
more handsome. ^^

As for denny,all the best.
Be strong,i am sure ur good times will be back!
And i wish u all the best between u n her,thats one girl that i think really suits u.
haha
all the best!

Our clique is slowly coming back.
cheers!*

hmm. .i think i shall get back to my sch work n presentation.

loves &misses to all frens out there.

You coloured my life @
9:27 PM
[c]d4rkang3l

Monday, April 30, 2007

Well,i am in class now.Just finish presenting our answers to the problem statement today.Not quite a successfull presentation 4 me today.Meeting up with quanhong,daniel,hansong n maybe denny later at jurong east.
At last,we can see each other agn after such a long time.
Hope denny can be fine,hope i can see u later.
Gd luck in cantoment,just hope he can come out safe n sound.
He said that maybe he will be going in,sad to hear that but best of luck to him.

So boring now,ain't concentrating on the presentation now.I am feeling so sick n down.
Didn't slp enuff ytd due to my stomach.
It was so painful that i can lie still on my bed and getting up to go to he toilet every 15 mins.
=[
Tks jewellcy for the remedy,it kinda work.
=]
Didn't really wanna go to sch today but my stomach got better and i didn't wan to get a 'D' grade 4 today so i rushed to school,i was LATE!
Reached sch at 9.30am.
During lunch brk,i got caught smoking within the school compound.
I was outside the sch,at the overhead bridge,but the guard said that the bridge is still under the school compound.
FCUK it.But he was gd enough to let us go.

Everytime i think baq,i regretted on my wrong decisions n the wrong paths i took,how i wish i could turn baq time n none of these things will have happen. I took things for granted in the past,didn't cherish them when i have it. I really wanna lead a simple n carefree life without any troubles.But i know it is hard and when somethings happen,u just couldn't change it .I chose to run away from it then facing it.
I am sry to all my brothers n frens.
I am trying to turn over a new leaf now and i hopr things would turn out just right. =]

Tml is a holiday!
=D
spiderman 3 releases tml but i dun tink i will watched it tml but maybe on wed or when i am free.
Gonna watch it with my classmates i suppose.

Hope my life in Rp will get better n better.
It has been so long since i played billard,gona toned up my skills later when i meet up with them.

I suppose i would go with bball as my cca for the time being but in the future.i might change it due to boredom.

well. .peeps who have been spamming in my tagboard,i have deleted it & hope u all will stop it.
For wadeva reasons,i am sry for all mistakes i have done.
Pls 4give me,i will try to redeem myself.
tks.

Until now then i finally know that i am a failure in almost everything.
Hope i can change into a better person.

You coloured my life @
12:46 AM
[c]d4rkang3l

Saturday, April 28, 2007

Days have been fun and tough for me.
School is quite fun and our clas has been doing well together.
Get to now some new friends in school.I have been thinking of what cca to join. It is not called cca in my sch,it is caled IG which means interest groups.
haha.getting used to saying cca.
Everyday is all about presentation which is starting to drive me crazy because it is boring!
Adding to this,we have to complete a reflection journal everyday before 11.59pm in the school website.
-_-

Has been trying to find a part time job because of some reasons.
Maybe at vivocity? Or at GV jurong point?
hmm..choices for me to make.
After those things are settled and over,i wil quit.

yup.
Personal stuffs such as relationship,hmm,what i can say is,i haven found the true one yet?
=/

After things that have happen,after we left for different schools and lifestyles,i really realise that friends and brothers are very impt.
I hope it will always be the same as before. IMISSED them. Sounds gay but ya.i mean it.
To hansong n denny:
i know what happened has kinda affect our friendship,but i nva once give up on this friendship,brothers and friends are hard to come by.
I am trying my best to settle it fast with both of u. Thks hansong for helping me out that time,i am trying to repay u back soon.U know what i mean.
Sorry guys.
Daniel:
its been long since i saw u.
U have been my closest friend in secondary days,i duno whether it had changed now but it wun change for me. U're not forgotten.
SEE YOU GUYS SOON!

Those days when we were slacking and drinking at boat quay almost everyday will not be forgotten.
We shall catch up with each other soon.
=]]

Its another saturday at hm agn.
Watched dvd the whole day and playing dota.
I gain 2kg!!omg!
=[

one more day to rest be4 going to sch agn!!
have to carry that laptop to sch everyday,gosh,its heavy!!
Get back to my dota game.
blog agn some other times.
=]

You coloured my life @
6:46 AM
[c]d4rkang3l

Sunday, April 08, 2007

Just came home frm my grandma hse.
played dota with guangyi until now.
so bored.
going baq to play later.

JUst now at my grandma hse,i talked alot with my cousin n came to a conclusion,maybe i will apply for early enlistment.
=[
not a bad idea.
I am just defering my studies.
cause i am posted to some material science course at rp which i dun really show interest,so i might as well go for ns n tink wad i really wan to study n come out to pursue my studies instead of wasting 3 years in poly learning nth.
right? agree?
hmm. .
after i come out frm ns..if i really still got nth to study or i duno wad i wan then i go baq to the place for me in rp.
=]
might as well i finish this 2yrs of ns 1st..then i can study n work without worrying about ns.
i will need some time to consider abt it.
i will realy miss all of my frens out there. =[

WISH ME LUCK!

so boring now. .
chatting online,bloggin n browsing friendster.
omg,btw,if i go for ns ,,i need to cut away my hair!
ah!!
sadded~

hmm..shall get baq to my dota game.=]

*imiss you*
its 9.45pm now.

You coloured my life @
6:35 AM
[c]d4rkang3l

Saturday, April 07, 2007

SO BORED! WHOLE DAY AT HM PLAYING DOTA! THE TIME NOW IS 5AM!
YAWN!
OFF TO BED!

You coloured my life @
1:46 PM
[c]d4rkang3l

Thursday, April 05, 2007

YAWN*
so tired~
MY HP WOKE ME UP.
it just kant stop ringing.
i lost 100 bucks in soccer agn.
wtf!
MAN UTD LOST 2-1 TO ROMA.
fcuk!

Going to miranda's bdae celebration at east coast later.
meeting hansong 1st .
maybe meeting guangyi at cuppage 1st.
He want to bring me to interview at kallang bahru,cuz i am l0oking for a part time job.
Maybe helping him do the 'yellowbox' thingy.

hmm. .feeling so shag today.
dun feel like going out.
ah!!
my dota still wun work on my new com.
shall wait for my laptop to come.
=/
grr!!!

*she* called me this morning.
haha.i was only half awake when i answered the phone.
=x

so hungry n there is nth to eat at hm except for tuna bread?! LOL
shall go and play my warcraft now.
=]

You coloured my life @
12:46 AM
[c]d4rkang3l